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 3/31/04^[11:20pm]--So...actually pretty peachy day today. Passed the Cal series test I thought I bombed, with a 72. Still better than I expected. Vicken on the other hand was quite disappointed. He was expected a B or higher, and got a 73. Meanwhile, got a 92 on the bio test I thought I didn't do too well on. And to top all that off, no hw for the day and open heart surgery tomorrow, meaning missin a day of school. So...the weekend is closing in, and I'm screwed for piano...again. Good news is MM is comin up, even though I only get one this weekend...sigh...sorry Ev.
             On the other hand, my rant about U-Mich. Ok see their total app is 150 points. For a 1600 you get 12 points, but for being black it's +20 points. I mean WTF is up with that. Those fucking minority supremacist bastards. So my SAT comes a distant second to my skin color? Hell I might as well paint myself fucking black. Those fucking racist bastards. Affirmative action is supposed to provide assistance like tutoring for minorities, not lowering standards for them altogether. That fucking ruins the entire purpose of an education. There's nothing worse than having some stupid, grossly underqualified applicant steal your position just cuz he's a fucking dumbass minority and you aren't. Hell, I'm a minority, but just cuz most Asians are smart doesn't mean that people should discriminate them. It's not genetic, it's work. Black/Hispanics shouldn't be complaining about no fucking economic conditions, cuz I can top all that shit. My mom lived in the slums in her childhood, and dad grew up on a farm. He worked his ass off to get into college, and gettin into college in China is alot harder than here. Meanwhile, mom did the same, starting as a waiter and moving up. Don't give me that bullcrap about how you're underprivileged. My entire family was fucking underprivileged till now. I had to sit at home in elementary school cuz parents couldn't afford a babysitter or daycare. Don't give me that crap about living in a red light district either, Corpus Christi is a fucking RLD in itself. I hate the fucking bastards who think I'm rich and all that crap. I had a part in my family's financial growth, and we started from rock bottom. There's no fucking excuse why others can't do the same, especially if they grew up in the US. We had to IMMIGRATE and start over after starting from shit in China. That's twice over. So I think the fucking college admissions should cut some slack and not make any fucking assumptions about their applicants based off of their financial situation.

3/30/04^[8:07pm]--So...woke up pretty damn early, and fell asleep again...and then...school. Stupid school...cal and bio tests were bastards...ugh...stupid series...so came home, got Chobits from Wallace, who looked as constipated as usual...fortunately, Ev saved the day while providing some topics of discussion. Muchos gracias Hazelnut. And now...I got hw...stupid stupid hw...went on sc with Benny earlier in the afternoon...LaterZ...open heart surgery Thursday!

3/29/04^[4:07pm]--So...woke up really early for some odd reason...and just kinda sat around...and around...and yeah. Last night saw Petra and Kristin and B&N and Petra used some of her womanly magic to mooch offa Nicky, who in turn ended up doing the wrong stuff. So, had to fix things up a bit and stuff is ok now I guess. As for today, comp club in the afternoon with Alex, Dick, Wallace, Pubby, Benny, and Me over at my place and we watched the replays of me vs Dick and Alex and me and Anura vs Dick and Benny. Funny stuff. After that, Wallace kinda sat around for a while to wait for his parents and I ended up having to drop him off at school anyway. Oh well. Thanks for the emails Hazelnut. I'm gonna take a nap...prolly end up pickin up bro later tonight. LaterZ...

3/28/04^[4:05pm]--Another MM...the burrowing thing still on me head...lol. Well...really need to get the hw done...crap...so woke up and went to eat at Coco's and saw Benny getting drinks. Now Wallace might bring some other kid into my prom plan...tho I don't think it'll ruin what I had in mind...muahahah hazelnut. LaterZ.

3/27/04^[3:33pm]--So...woke up at 2, and had my piano lesson. Went ok...last night's MM went to almost 6:30...insane...well...got some interesting things out of it...might have been useful if I knew ahead of time...but oh well. Meanwhile, might go out to eat for dinner, and etc. Hint: don't ever read a girl's diary. Unless she reads it for you. Tired as hell, I'm out. LaterZ...

3/26/04^[4:45pm]--Well...stupid Cal...and bio...and chem was ok...tired as hell tho...the govt test was unmanly hard. No phone call this afternoon, so not much but to just kinda mope around and play some sc. Well...only 7 more hours till MM. 7 more hours...I'm gonna take a nap now so I don't fall asleep when it comes :P

3/25/04^[8:48pm]--Stupid Abhik. What a retard. Made me waste 15 minutes outside the bus ramp waiting for him and it turns out he was already gone with Kyle. The stupid mofo. Pisses me off. Grand pisses me off. Then had the idea to go Monday and I couldn't find the address so I asked for some help. Being Abhik, he was totally useless. Lida didn't even bother to try to help, and it turned out Vicken was the one who actually helped look it up. I suppose I'll have to return the favor. Cal quiz wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be especially since I studied 3 sections in 30 minutes. Completely new series material. Oh well...learning through osmosis. So got home, sat around, read a book, and yeah. Then Ev called and we talked again. Always something new...well tomorrow free weekend minutes start, meaning MM. Will be as interesting as usual. Only another 27 hours...LaterZzZ.

3/24/04^[8:50pm]--So...woke up a little late today again...so during end of chem everyone went to check their UT status. Even though I wasn't planning on going, I still checked. Turns out I got some stupid summer semester to attend to so I was like "screw that." Like a slap in the face, especially after seeing some retards who got all the way in. Meanwhile, Wallace and Dick are also in that limbo, but they plan on going to UT, meaning they're gonna have a pretty gay summer...sorry dudes, but congratulations on gettin in!
       So, got home, got in a game of SOG with Cloud's bro (won of course), and Ev called again. Interesting chat, as usual. So then played piano, dinner, and the usual stuff. Light HaZelnut. Stupid cal quiz tomorrow...goddamn series...at least this week is passing by rather quickly...Friday is coming soon...meaning weekend minutes and MM's! Too bad also got piano lessons...and college letters arrive in one week...wow...ugh...so LaterZ.

3/23/04^[8:47pm]--So after school stayed around in Steinkamp's room cuz we were considering whether or not we should see if Ross opened up chess club again. He scheduled it for next week. So yeah, half an hour for nada. Then went home and watched "Dude, Where's My Car?" Interesting...very random stuff. Tired as hell from sleeping at 3am yesterday...fell asleep in almost every class...week is going by rather fast tho...that's good. Weekend will come...Then talked with Ev for a while before dinner and hw. Bless the phone indeed. LaterZ.

3/23/04^[1:33am]--Ok I keep getting distracted...ugh...and this is jacked from Howard.

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aten!
your best quality isyoure talented
your worst quality isyou think people judge you
this is becauseyou were always this way
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

 3/23/04^[12:55am]--So...didn't end up taking a nap cuz Ev called. Talked for a while and had to go practice piano. Later went to get bro some milk and talked on phone a little more. Thanks for not telling me watever it was :P Now I am still up. Doing homework. Etc. Living in a BoX. And so it waZ. At least I got myself some Gushers and stuff. I still can't believe I threw away the stupid NYU invite thing...the package better come soon...ugh...these GusherZ taste like mint...so yeah, it's gonna be a long night...but at least I don't specifically have anything to really study for...you know...and tomorrow will be a fun afternoon. Using up cell minutes waaay too fast...but...addictive...sigh... LaterZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ

3/22/04^[7:45pm]--Tired as hell...got up, went to school, studied bio outline which was like 50 vocab words (and so was the quiz), screwed up cal test, and had food club. Benny had to drop off Dick, so it was just me and Wallace eating. I had a personal pan pizza and two club chalupas and he had nachos and a club chalupa. Gonna eat my other chalupa later. Then dropped off Wallace at school and I picked up my stuff. Nearly forgot locker combo...then went home to try to find the stupid NYU invitational postcard thing that I got. I think I threw it away at the time cuz I didn't know wat the hell it was and thought it was just another one of those college visit things and I was wondering why they'd send me one of those things when I didn't even get in yet. Apparently, that was an informal admissions letter. Oh well. I'll just wait for mine in a few days then. Then went to Margaret's house to do chem stuff-organize binder, get lab spiral done, etc. Spend a coupla hours and Survam didn't show up. Apparently Margaret and her bro get paid money to listen to their mom read them Chinese stories. How cheap is that...eziest way to get money I've ever heard. They're not even reading the stuff. Came back and bought a modem, went to pick up bro, and home tired as hell. Still got that govt. stuff to do...ugh...I should smack Kyle Borque...I swear that kid just doesn't know when to shut up. Ugh...gonna take a nap...and then start homework.

3/21/04^[10:45pm]--So...turns out I had to do lawn work after all. After dozing off for a coupla hours in the afternoon, started doing yard work around 3 and ended at 6. Tired as hell. Took another nap and ate dinner at China Bear. There was obviously something wrong with their chicken today...so I went Japanese and had some sushi. They actually have some good sushi there...and then talked on the phone and ended up taking bro back to car too. There he happened to take a crap. Wasn't very pleasant. So drove home, parents cleaned him up, and I was off chatting on AIM and doing work. So much for spring break, not very productive. On the bright side, operation WS is proceeding nicely...and we're trying to allocate some funds for Wallace ;). Meanwhile, the general plan is worked out. But, still working on the food issue. That and Suzy. Hehe...LaterZ. Hazelnut.

3/21/04^[11:30am]--Great...woke up at around 9:30...which was better than getting up at 8. So, I didn't get much sleep...unlike some *cough*people*cough*. Lucky. Turns out it rained last night so I ended up not having to do yard work but instead take pics with the rest of the family. Also updated Xanga for like the first time since someone actually went to that blank page even though they knew the blog was here. So now I've gotta sit around till the afternoon...ech...interesting night. Or morning. Hard to tell now since the biological clock is now messed up. Lunch. Oy Vey! Light Hazelnut. And yet more random utterances...LaterZ.

3/19/04^[7:10pm]--Took one of those quiz things I saw on someone's blog...got network setup on comps today.

What would your Anime life be like? by hearthlight
Name:
Gender:
Your looks:Brooding eyes and a trenchcoat
Your best friend:A talking magical animal.
Your powers:Mind control.
Your beloved:A valiant hero.
Your occupation:Bounty hunter.
Your ending:Moving and life affirming.
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

 3/18/04^[11:53pm]--So...spent whole day wipin comp after waking up at 2 from someone's call...so talked on phone, got some chick fil a, and just had another one a few minutes ago. Comp finally up and running and dad wants me to setup the home network...sigh...so now...just chattin...now hd has 97 gigs left instead of only 50. Backup files went onto 7 DVD's and 12 CD's. Totals to about 35-40 gigs worth of stuff. But wiping comp got the networking issue working again along with the dvd burning and some other stuff. LaTerZ.

3/18/04^[12:20am]--Backed up important stuff of hd onto 6 dvds and 12 cd roms. About 37 gigs total. Currently in chat room with Wallace, James, Evelyn, Kristin, and Benny. Apparently Kristin's dad is gonna open up a new Chick-Fil-A...in July...after I graduate...sigh...Interesting topics...so today, woke up at like 10am after sleeping at like 6. Thanks Ev for the wakeup call. So then had piano lesson, and went with Jas and them to the Galleria. Damn Neiman Marcus's chicken melt machine broke down. I really wanted to have that Grilled Chicken Melt again...drools...that sandwich...is heavenly...so yeah, then went to the arcade and raped Jas at Virtual On again for 5 times, and raped him in the racing game, and raped him at Capcom Vs SNK, and raped him twice at air hockey. Then he bought some stupid Swatch. He was trying to decide between one and the other and I suggested the other one and God must've too cuz his coin flips and random choosing all pointed to the other one. But no, he chose the one I didn't recommend. Then went to Urban Outfitters and he bought some sweater or something. That place is so tacky...the colors hurts my eyes. Only things that were cool were the dish chairs for $120, which was $20 too much. Oh well. Came home, and started backing up HD for reformatting tomorrow. Light Hazelnut. LaTerZ.

3/16/04^[8:35pm]--So...Jas's comin over with the family for my piano lesson today. Took grandpa to get immigration photo, and Wallace told me over phone that his mom would let him go to prom...as long as he didn't go with anyone. Ironically, this is perfect because there were two branching paths for Part 1 of my plan. The first one involved him having a date, which would complicate things, and the second part where he didn't. Thus, it seems like everything is falling into place. Muahahaha...Part 2 will begin on May 8, prom night. Poor Wallace...but either way, it's a win-win plan. Now to discuss the whole thing with everyone...

3/15/04^[5:30pm]--Spring break!!! So yeah, gotta practice piano and all that...Jas's momma gonna unleash hell when she finds out I havent memorized those pieces...impossible anyway...so then started reading Hairy Pothead on the pdf file I got...and chatted with buncha ppl online. Only good thing that's happened so far is discovering I can go to prom. Other than that, I'd say it's an ass long week ahead...gotta get my comp wiped soon. Very soon...watched LXG and a coupla other movies...so yeah...so much for spring break...good luck on UCSD lei, and congrats to Ev for UT and USC. Now it's down to Wallace and me who didn't get letters yet...doesn't look too good...happy spring BreAk everyone. LaTerZ...I can GO!

3/12/04^[10:30pm]--So...heard some interesting stories from Ev...came home...tired and fuzzy...gave Sah00 a ride home after throwing in a chili pepper. MM tonight ;).

3/11/04^[5:20am]--I have now successfully pulled an all-nighter. Me. All me. Muahahah. WH()()()()()!!!. Even though I didn't have much hw...stupid bio test. Chatted with Lei for a while... HAHAHAHA. TORTILLA CHIPS!! EXCELLENT!! TORTILLA CHIPS AND SALSA I MUST BUY!!! MuSt BuY TorTiLla cHIps!!! WhOo HOoo!!! DoWNloaDed ChEapEr bY The DoZeN aNd waTcHEd iT. WaS OK. NoW! NeED SleEP? SuRE!!! HAHA!!! It'S mOrnInG! SleEP I MusT haVe! In CHemMMm...To KrOgER? TheY Open ALl NigHt riGhT? thEy BetTeR! BeCauSe I wiLL Buy TortIla ChIpZ!!! LaTerZzZzZzZzZzZzZzzzZZZzzz...

3/11/04^[1:25am]--Well...brought the chili peppers...hehe...Sahoo was complaining how he felt his life leaving him and the thing burning a hole in his stomach. Russow was cooler bout it, but still said it was rather hot. Now Sally wants to try one. Gotta get a nice ripe one. Goddamn government medialog...Stupid UT letters come so late...Light HaZeLnUt.

3/8/04^[11:20pm]--Pizza! Had 8 slices. Me, Alex, Wallace, Benny, and Dick went in Benny's car to Domino's. Got 4 pizzas, finished 3. So I ended up taking the home the last box to Dick's insistence even though I suggested giving em to the Hsus. Guess Dick really doesn't wanna profess his undying love for Dr. Seuss just yet. Mail...I hate gettin deferred...at least I gots breakfast tomorrow. Light Hazelnut. Go Benny!!! To your mission, and Ev's quest. LaterZzZ.

3/7/04^[9:09pm]--So went to Corpus Christi...and came back...tired as hell...did most of the driving. Jacked this from Wallace, who jacked it from Anal Rooter (Anirudha). Pizza tomorrow!
 

name: Mark
single or taken: Single
sex: Male
bday: February 22, 1986
sign: Pisces
siblings: Sister, Bro
hair color: Black
eye color: Brown
shoe size: I dont check.
height: 5'10

r e l a t i o n s h i p s :
who are your best friends?: I wouldnt need to say. But Id have to say the biggest asshole is Chris.
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop: China
any tattoos or piercing: No

s p e c i f i c s :
do you do drugs?: No

what kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatever mom buys.
what are you most scared of?: Roaches
what are you listening to right now?: The quiet humming of my computer.
who is the last person that called you?: Survam
where do you want to get married?: I dont care. Just not Canada.
how many buddies are online right now?: 61
what would you change about yourself?: Add some diligence.

f a v o r i t e s
color: Black+White
food: Anything and Everything
boys name: Nigel
girls name: I wouldnt know.
subjects in school: Psychology
animals: Cat
sports: what sports?

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
smoked?: yup
bungee jumped?: Nope
made yourself throw up?: no

skinny dipped?: haha
been in love?: wouldnt know
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? PffftIm not Wallace
cried when someone died?: Yes
fallen for your best friend?: Might have
been rejected?: Of course
rejected someone?: Yes
used someone?: Unfortunately, yes...
done something you regret?: Everyday

c u r r e n t
clothes: bathrobe
music: none
make-up: Im not Wallace
annoyance: Parents
smell: Weird shampoo
favorite group: BoA
desktop picture: Vue
book youre reading: none
cd in player: Homemade Mix
dvd in player: None

l a s t | p e r s o n
hugged: Piano teacher
you imed: Evelyn
you yelled at: mom

you kissed: ha.

a r e | y o u
open-minded: quite
arrogant: definitely
insecure: somewhat
interesting: hope so
random: somewhat

hungry: all the time
smart: hope so
moody: I dont have pregnant mood swings like Huan Huan
hard working: ha.
organized: Nah
healthy: Nah
shy: Nah
difficult: hope so.
attractive: YesI am unresistable lol.
bored easily: true.
messy: Yeah
responsible: somewhat
obsessed: about what?
hyper: not really
trusting: no
talkative: depends
legal: uhyes?

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: Huan Huan, and then Jeff, and then Chris.
slap: Chris
look like: me
talk to offline: whoever calls my cell.
talk to online: not everybody.

r a n d o m
in the morning I am: Half asleep
all i need is: A significant other sometime in my life
love is: A great risk that should be taken
i dream about: =P

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: I don't care, hehe
flowers or candy: Flowers
tall or short: Short

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: Voice
last person you slow danced with: middle school I think
makes you laugh the most: idiotsaka Peng+Alia
makes you smile: idiotsaka Peng+Alia
used to be really close to and aren't anymore: Lida? Dunno
who do you have a crush on: thats a stupid question
who has a crush on you: its kinda pointless if I already know
is easiest to talk to: Benny, Jas, Lei, Wallace, Cannon, myself, Evelyn, Lida, Dick, Petra, Margaret, Ben, Henry Ran like a wussy, etc.

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sometimes
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Im not Wallace
wish you were younger: YeahIm too old.
cried because someone said something to you: pfft

n u m b e r

of times I have had my heart broken: 0
number of hearts i have broken: dunno
of guys Ive kissed: Damn sure thats 0...Im not Wallace
of continents I have lived in: 2
of tight friends: 10 or so
of cds i own: enough
of scars on my body: Buncha small ones
of things that i regret: way too many.

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: that Clements prom costs waaay too much.
I want: a stick of ramthat Benny refuses to spend comp club money on.
I have: enough
I wish: that everything would be over.
I hate: assholes
I hear: myself
I search: for my pen.
I wonder: if Im gonna get fat when I get older
I regret: too many things
I love: family and a few friends

F i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
gold or silver: gold
what was the last film you saw at the movies?: LOTR: Return of the King
what did you have for breakfast this morning?: bacon
who would you love being locked in a room with?: who else?

could you live without your computer? Might be tough
habla espanol? Si senora
how many people are on your buddy list?: 378
drink alcohol? Nope
like watching sunrises or sunsets? both
what hurts the most? Getting kicked in the nuts.


15 Random Favorites
1. Making $$
2. BoA
3. Some people
4. A new car.
5. My comp
6. Hanging out

7. Reading
8. Playing piano when Im bored
9. My badass comp
10. Talking on cell phone on weekends.
11. Snow
12. When Im at home when its raining
13. Eating
14. Calling Wallace a homo
15. Sleep

14 Favorite Foods
1. Hot pot
2. Pizza
3. Lamb chops
4. Lamp chop soup
5. Kung Pao chicken
6. Spicy foods
7. Chicken
8. Beef
9. Gorditas
10. Quesadillas
11. Pork
12. Shark
13. Lobster
14. Anything

13 Most Watched TV Shows
I havent watched TV in a while


12 Good Bands/Artists In Your Opinion
1. BoA
2-12. Whatever Ev thinks is good and the stuff already on my comp.

11 Memories:
1. Elementary school
2. Middle school
3. High school
4. I hate school.
5. Germany trip
6. China trips.
7. Honors Colloquium
8. Carnegie Hall
9. Wallace calling himself gay

10. MM
11. Calculus haha

10 Random Friends

1. Jas
2. Wallace
3. Chris
4. Evelyn
5. Lida
6. Lance
7. Kristin
8. Benny
9. Dick
10. Lei

9 Things You Look Forward To

1. Spring Break
2. Summer
3. College
4. Prom
5. Getting my new stick of ram
6. Getting a new car
7. Vacation
8. Sleep
9. Stuff

8 Things You Wear Daily

1. Clothes
2. Glasses
3-8skin?


1 Person You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With: no idea just yet.

3/5/04^[6:33pm]--Food day in English. And that's about it. Light Hazelnuts. LaterZ.

3/5/04^[12:18pm]--Tired ass day...interview...at night...at 7pm at B&N. Went ok. Saw Ashley and Petra there. Chatted for a while while eating Chick-Fil-A. Also discovered that a lot of ppl thought Petra was a lesbian. Haha. Home burning Cynchi's winxp cd. That's about it. Light Hazelnuts. LaterZ.

3/3/04^[6:47pm]--So 4 quizzes today...tired. Had a coupla chick-fil-a sandwiches when I got home. Cat helped salvage the presentation, and I finished my section. Vicken's cohesion demonstration with slapping a wet paper towel to the wall was pretty funny. Also had 3-4 cups of Cat's "parthay" or watever the hell it was. Pretty good. She made it outta yogurt, oatmeal, sliced strawberries, and blackberries. Good stuff. Good stuff. Interviewer called my cell today. Totally wasn't expecting it since I gave up on trying to reach the guy after calling him for like 2 weeks straight. Left a coupla messages and he called back once while I was in the restroom, and when I called back he was gone. So he notified me about how he was traveling and all so I was like ok. Still kinda pissed since the earthlink people might show up tomorrow. So yeah...at least got an A on bio presentation. Seemed like Steinkamp was really impressed with my Powerpoint animations/pics and stuff. Got full credit on the visuals. Too bad for the later classes though since now they're probably all busy trying to animate theirs and stuff to meet Steinkamp's new standards. To sleep...then prolly getting up around midnight to study. LaterZ.

3/2/04^[7:45pm]--ArGh. Nothing interesting today...free day in bio. Tired...so much to do...a couple more months...

3/2/04^[9:15pm]--Well we presented today. Ppt started screwing up cuz Cat might have put a virus on Steinkamp's comp. Oh well. Stopped working, then I restarted and got the thing working again. So Chris and Vicken didn't seem to have practiced their parts at ALL. Made Steinkamp correct them, but Cat did pretty well. We stopped just as we were getting to my section. Basically Steinkamp says the powerpoint was awesome, but the presentation sucked. In other words, I did my job right (which was animation powerpoint, backgrounds, transparency effects, etc) so that we best get a perfect score for visuals and Cat did her part right. Stupid Vicken and Chris had to fuck things up. After school went with Benny, Dick, Wallace, Anirudha, and Abishek to KFC for $30+ worth of chicken and a zinger twister thing for me. Nice full meal. And ate dinner when I got home. Now to study for calculus...but guess who else "studies for calculus?"

3/1/04^[9:50pm]--Bio project complete! Gonna be funny as hell...and very good. Like 50 slides full of animations and everything. The whole works. Very nice. Another midnight marathon. Woke up at noon. Then went to B&N after pickin up Chris. Just had to clean up bro's crap...kids...tomorrow instead of pizza Benny wants to goto like KFC or something. And he's re-initiating the bet hehe.

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